its aLL aBoUt mE!

2008-04-12T17:09:00.002+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one

2007-07-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Mrs Leicester.

You will always live in our hearts.

We love you.

Someday we will meet again.

As for now,we all know that you are safe in god's arm.

Goodbye our friend.

2007-06-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

The art stops now.

Silents filled the room.

Just two weeks ago,we were still joking and laughing together.

Now,you are gone forever

leaving us with memories of the times we had spent together.

Never did i thought that this day would come.

I ask the Lord above,to answer my prayers.

I prayed so hard that you would come back.

But, that wouldn't be fair.

I now know that you're happy where you are.

Safe in the arms of Jesus,without any cares.

Don't take too long to say I love you to the ones you love.

Cause time has a habit of slipping away.

Turn away to say goodbye.

With each and every word that passes by.

Like a distant memory.

The last day of art lesson,which was the last time that i heard your voice,

you came to be and smacked my back.

You said that i've been a naughty student recently.

I replied you laconically.Ignoring you totally.

Filled with regrets,we never had a picture with you.

We never make you feel proud and good.

All that we have now are the memories of the times

we talk about donuts,wanton mee and all the nice foods.

The times we shared dirty and stupid jokes,

the times we make you so fed up that you used vulgarities,

that caused us to break into laughters

and most of all,the times we've spent laughing at each other.

Would you please ask us to "Shut Up" one more time?

Would you please call us a bitch one more time?

Anything that you want.

Just once more.

We promise you that we will be good and do you proud.

We promise you that we will complete the piece of work

that we have done half-way together.

You are our teacher,our closest friend.

In loving memories,Mrs Lester we love you.

KITTY STORY

2007-06-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

ONCE UPON A TIME,

THERES A CUTE LITTLE GIRL, IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.

SHE WAS GOING HOME AFTER SOME CANT-RMB-WHAT

-THING-THAT-SHE-HAS-TO-GO-BACK-TO-SCH,

THEN SHE SAT ON THE BUS STOP CHAIR. THE OLD ONE.

YOU KNOW, THREE SEATS, PAINTED ORANGE ONE? MM.

SO YOU CANT SEE WHATS BELOW THAT KIND.

SO THE INNOCENT GIRL WAS JUST KICKING AND KICKING,

THE KIND OF KICKING UNDER THE CHAIR THAT SOME PEOPLE ALWAYS DO.

THEN SHE HEARD SOUNDS OF CRYING,

SHE WAS LOOKING AROUND TO SEE WHO WAS CRYING,

BUT NO, THERES NO ONE IN SIGHT. THEN SHE SAW A MOTHER CAT AND TWO KIDS AND THOUGHT THE KIDS WERE CRYING.

BUT, NOT LONG AFTER THAT, SHE ACCIDENTALLY KICKED SOMETHING.
IT WAS, A CAT'S HEAD.SHE FREAKED OUT.

CAUSE THE CAT WENT BACK UNDER THE SEAT.

THEN SHE RAN TO THE TREE THERE.

THEN SHE STARE AT THE CAT,THE CAT STARE AT HER.

THEN FINALLY, HER SAVIOUR, BUS 184 CAME.

AND SHE HURRIEDLY FLAG FOR THE BUS.
AND BOARD THE BUS, WHILE LOOKING BEHIND TO SEE IF THE CAT WAS FOLLOWING.

BECAUSE THE CAT WAS WANTING TO RAN TOWARDS HER,

WHEN SHE WAS AT THE TREE.
AND THE GIRL WENT HOME, CRYING.

THE END.

AUTHOR: LIN XUNQI

2007-05-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

Why does everything turned out like that.

Im tired of everything.

Dnt make me hate you.

Im serious!

You have changed.

So damn much that i no longer know you anymore.

Nothing is special anymore.

The few hours have changed to few minutes.

This is just disheartening.

Smiling is just so hard now.

2007-04-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

Some people become fearful

Because it may mean that things will get worse

To the optimist it is encouraging

Because things may get better

It can be threatening

And can be something no one ever wants to face

It can be worse than the unimaginable

But something that needs to be dealt with

Some people break down

Just thinking that they can't go on

Others feel abandoned

Left all by themselves

Some embrace it

See it as hope not as despair

Then there are those who are consumed by it

And nothing matters anymore

For something this simple

Only being one word

Sometimes said so light heartedly

Without realizing what it actually means

But when the time comes

You'll never forget

That one little word

And all that it meant

It's never really easy

When it's actually the truth

Just that one word

Goodbye to you

2007-04-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

Broken promises

But you don't really mind

It's not the first time and you know it

Don't you know

Tell me why it is you only smile inside

But when you break me into nothing

Don't you know

It's not like I haven't tried over and over again

Stupid fights, wrong or right

Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night

We said forever, that you would never let me go

But here I am again

With nothing left inside

Know I don't wanna

But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind

So beautiful, unmerciful

It took me down

Too little and too late

See now I know your kind

You fake it easy just to please me

Don't you know

It's not like we haven't tried over and over again

Sleepless nights, wrong or right

Goodbye

I gotta let you go

It's you

There's nothing I can do

2007-02-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

Check it out YO!

Just Neh -_-

Debbie says:Neh i pretty not?Neh...Neh.NEH!

2007-02-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

I just love school with my retared buddy around (:
Haha this is what we do when we found something fun!
(Bio lessons)
Trust me shes better..
Its just AWESOME! (:

2007-01-02T02:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN AND DIANE!!

2006-12-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

First of all thank you brother for putting up those two rather nice pictures.
And joycelow is sick.First time had fever for many days ):
So i have been slacking at home today.Or maybe resting?
Felt bad for not being able to meet dawn and diane plus fh and jess today.
Its been a long time since the last time we've met.
Anyway..the N'levels results will be out soon.
Am seriously worried and scared.
But i cant do anything now,but to pray hard everyday.
Well..everyone told me that as long as
i have done the exams with my fullest ability,
i shouldnt worry much.And i will defienitely do well.
But its really hard to say.This holidays sucks.
Because im always worrying about my results.
Alright..anyway i miss school life with all my classmates.
Especially alex gan fi and chloe.
I miss the basketball team as well.
Every training i went without them are meaning-less.
Its a major big difference without camille jesslyn cheryl prema and penny.
I will never forget all the foolish things we did for the past three years.
Especially the death ceremony for the insects we accidentally killed,
the shopping trips,movies,pretending to cook food using branches,
leaves and unknown fruits thats growing on the big tree.
Also our awesome singing and homemake titanic.
All of you are someone that i never regret making and
someone i never want to lose contact with or forget.
Hope to have more outings together soon.
Alright..thats all.Flying off to xiamen on the 19th.
So yea..bye (:

2006-11-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

2006-09-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2006-09-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

when you happy
youre nice
when youre not happy
you ask me go and die
so kaninabechao-cheese-bye.
(no offence.just for fun)

sallysallylong-john-pas
pas ah pas ah pas

yay
i scored As
so lets eat LAYS
lets continue to phrase
as we lose our face
and this is rather lame
but its not us you should blame
as we crack brain
just to keep us entertained

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRST__VWXY and Z.

so kids.
study the alphabets.
whats missing.
haha

bye!

haha. done!
by joycelowkuanhui

2006-09-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

Its undeniable...that we should be together
Its unbelievable how I used to say that I found in her
The places you need to know, if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal

So incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe
And undesirable for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cause you know that you got the keys to my heart
Cause...

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, jus wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see that you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one to three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe our work is done, then I start Back at One.

Say farewell to the dark night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child whose life has just begun
You came and reached into the light
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line - just in the Nick of Tiimmmeeee...

2006-07-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

You are like a dictionary, you added meaning to my life.
Blessedness is fragile .Therefore, i treasure my days.

2006-06-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

getcha head in the game

thanks brudder for doing this video for me! you rock!

2006-06-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

Whee..Wheeee..Alright..I can finally use the computer after months.Thanks to fierce candicelow.Recently,i have been going through tough times with some of my friends.All these bad times,have made me realized many things.People tends to not listen to the fact,and choose to run away from it.And then,they go around crying to people.Thus,this is call self-pity.They want people to think that they are the ones suffering,and the other person is totally at fault.They tried to be a hero and take all the blames.But they had became a fish-monger after all.It is true that love is self-fish.But there is always a limit to that.When things happened too quickly,some will go insane because they couldnt accept it.I wonder if their mum past away,will they react the same way?As the person go crazy,facade is shown.And it is truely scary,knowing that the person might do any harmful things to you and revenge have already knocked into the heads.They have became a total stranger,trying means and ways to get you.Guess only seeing the other party in their worse state,
or maybe crawling back to them will satisfied them.
when people are like this,we cant do much about it.All we could do is to talk to them,let them cry to you.Then try knocking things into their head,hoping that it will wake them up.Everyday,we learn new things from our friends.And this will draw us nearer to the outside world.Because in the outside world,no one is truely kind to you.All you can do to survive,is to believe and trust yourself.
Thats why they always say,best friend is yourself.
Alright thats all. Bye=)

2006-04-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

TITTLE-TATTLE...PRATTLE.
It just makes me laugh.
How farcical you people can be.

2006-04-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Suddenly i just had a sense of sadness,
and an urge to blog.
Oh well..suppose to be once every two days huh.
Alright.Many things happened recently.
The BADS and The GOODs.
With regards about studies,i've NOT studied!
This is real bad man ):
I think i should disappear for a period of time.
After all it doesnt make any difference.
Actually,Im in the state of being ignorance and idleness.
I know totally nothing about anything,and im not working!
And this is definitely bad..
Oh well..to make myself feels a little better,
perhaps i should say that 'ignorance is bliss'.
Hah..Alright.Thats all.Bye(:

2006-04-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

I Strike lottery on the Eight!
HAH..I was lucky all day huh.
I've got:
1. Jacket
2. Cookies
3. Gummy
4. Kinder surprise
5. Toy
6. Bruises
7. Bus
8. Cute Fishy Ball

-The end (:

2006-04-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

SICK LOUSY.
ALRIGHT.
Its a slacking day for me. Oh well..NO school(:
I spend my day sleeping and peeing.
Heh..Anyway..I've got you saying that im a GOOD GIRL(:
Hah..I WEEWEE alot of times today.
According to someone,its GOOD! Cause it..
REMOVES ALL THE TOXINS AND WASTE IN YOUR BODY.
GET WELL FASTER. GOOD FOR HEALTH. SO PEE MORE.
And i drank lots and lots of water ok.
And my medicine is ugly :( it flows in the mouth.
So i had a hard time getting it down my throat.
Someone is not cute anymore.
And i am suppose to blog abt me,not me..
Anyway..I like immitating you! Its fun! Haha.JIX huh.
I cant wait to get my sweet and get well soon card tomorrow! (:
Hahaha.ALRIGHT.
Sorry that i didnt keep to my promise this time.
Once a week huh. Alright.Bye(:

2006-03-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

Once every two days(:
ALRIGHT! I've keep to my promise.
For all the while,i've been busy and lazy.
As for the one week holidays,
the best day was the day all of us went Sentosa.
I had lots of fun though i cant swim.
Haha..but i had Fel as my water partner.So its alright.
Anyway..I like to say and sing CESA..
Dnt complain complain ah..
Stupid computer. Cant upload photos.
You help me ok. Bye.

2006-03-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

2006-02-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

And so...
Today is the last match last game we are playing together.
As we are not joining the loser league.Oh well.
After hearing the whistle being blown,
I was feeling rather upset although we won.
When we were having our de-brief,I was down.
Where is prema?She is sick with high fever and all.
I miss you prema.Today is a quiet match without you around.
After the de-brief by coach,
we started tearing and saying things to each other.
"You will always be my best teammate ever."
And tears just kept flowing through my eyes.
I just couldnt stop crying,
knowing that this is our last match playing as a team togther.
There isnt another year for us.
So i guess its time to say goodbye to all.
All i have to say to you guys is that i really do love you people alot.
Lets all put in the effort to keep in touch with each other the next year.
We can we must we will..

2006-02-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

I cant take it anymore!
Everytime when i thought of the team,
tears just couldnt be resisted.
That is so shit ok.
And tuesday is our last match
that we are playing with one another ever again.
I hate life!Cause friends have to come and go.
But the greatest thing is that i have known you all.
All the memories we had, during training,
during games, joking around,
fooling around, and most of all,
the scoldings and laughing we have gone through together.

I will always remember that:
jesslyn: as the leaves puckle.
Cheryl: the blur captain.
Camille: Gossip partner about the power(you know who?)
Patricia: My training partner?
Penny: Someone who i can clique with?
Prema: Actually you are the one i will miss the most.Kind of?
Cause its always the two of us laughing at stupid things that we said and do.
Yin: Someone who teaches me when i couldnt get things right during bball.

Actually its not just because of all this things.
It is the precious moment we shared with each other.
We cried together,we laughed together,we takes the challenge of the heat,
we do stupid things together(the grave things),
we are always there for one another,
We are just a family not just for three hours,but forever.
We had dream house to live in though..Haha.
Farewell team..I will always love you people.
Guess there wont be a loser's league.I guess everything is just fated.
Study hard Jess and Yin..

2006-01-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

It may not be reality.

But at least it's a start.

To try different approachers.

And stand up for them.

It's just your point of view

to deal with things happening around you everyday..

Dnt worry, im ok.

I guess i just have to say no more.

You know i just wants a smile on your face

wherever you are whenever you feel whatever you do.

2006-01-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

THE LITTLE BOYBOY. (why you touching my armpits?)

WHY GOT SO MANY PICTURES LEH?

SOMEMORE ALL LOOK ALIKE ONE

job's done.
(:

2006-01-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone..

Schools starting real soon..Tuesday?

Hopefully this year it will be a great year.

But i guess it wont really will be a great year.

Without Cheryl and all other classmates.

Lets flash back to what we've done altogether,

its really fun and amazing.

Things that we did as a class,a team

and nevertheless,out for some funs.

Eating in class,sharing foods,taking silly pictures,

talking nonsense and all the laughings we had together,

has come to an end.

Especially brudder,cheryl,alex,chloe and i,

all the nonsense we can get.

And panida that group that sings non-stop that irritate me whole day.

I really miss those times..

Can we go back in time,and restart the whole year again..

I guess we just have to move on and look forward in things we do.

Goodbye my friends,lets all start afresh in the new year.

2005-12-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

GINGERBREADMAN!!

Does it taste nice?

2005-12-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

Im at work now..

Nothing to do(:

My room mate is funny huh..

Haha.EH..Room mate,stop nagging so much la.

Dnt keep shouting can..and please dnt use the F word.

I dnt like it.

Yeah..We are going holiday soon.

The christmas is on the hay,

and im going away..Yeah!

It rhymes though..

Basketballer dinner this friday..

Oh man..Aiyo..Prema..Stop nagging!

And wheres my shoe?! Call and Scold them NOW!!

Ok la.Byebye(:

2005-12-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

I MISS BRUDDER!
I MISS CHERYL.P!
I MISS ALEX!
I MISS THREEEIGHT!
I MISS EVERYONE!!
ESPECIALLY BRUDDER!
BBRRUUDDDER!!
JOYCELOWKUANHUI YOUR BRUDDER
MISS YOU LA!
DNT NEED HINTHINT ALREADY..):

2005-12-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow; a mystery,

and today is a gift,that's why we call it the present.

Even the longest jourmey begins with a single step.

I dnt know why,i just feel something amiss.

I felt so empty insecured devastated.

Just feeling all mixed up.

I guess im just sorely in need of

a little good-luck charm,to cheer me up):

You know even it takes to giving up the whole thing,

as long as it takes to make you happy..I will try to do it.

2005-12-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today was GOODGOOD!!

The fun people are back.

Laughed the whole day.Until my jaw tired.

Nelson,Deru and the cashier fatty malay.

Had so much fun with them,

although age gap rather big ar.

But still..im well socialize and friendly.

Nelson-Action pak.

Sacrified himself to a despo lady to get us a sales.YUCKS.

Jason-Lame shit.Act blur.Act stupid.

Whole you potato dnt know how to speak chinese.

Deru-Drama ma ma.Super cartoon kia.The funniest.

Fatty malay-Whole day sit and play with deru.Funny too.

SEE! All the people are fun and funny.

Haha.Which makes my day(:

Show ends tomorrow..

Guess thats the end of the funs then.

No sales again.And my boss is rather mad.

Hope i will at least clinch a deal tmr.

ALRIGHT.My day was a better day today(:

Tomorrow too?I hope to have the same people as today..

2005-12-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

NINE!! HAPPY:) NOT HAPPY:(

It wasnt a nice and happy day.

Joyce low is not happy at all..

Happy because of one thing.

Unhappy because of many things.

Got scolded today,EB!!

No sales..blahblahblah.

Heitung came,saw her earlier in the morning with her friends.

Then later during the night,

louisa heitung and i went to have dinner together after work.

What a day.

Slack,played computer games,read magazine,talk,stone,rot...

Yesterday was a better and much fun day.

But its different today because of one thing..

ALRIGHT bye no more. :(

2005-12-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

EIGHTNINE YEAH! (:
Work today.At suntec road show.
The people there are nice and crazy.
Its was real slack today.Sianjipuah.
There are not much people though.
We were too bored that we played with the microsoft words thing.
Its fun and funny by introducing everyone.
And we all intended to look through it at the end of the road show.
Its also a starbucking day!(: coffee day.
Drank coffee the whole day.
Had great laugh and fun today la.
And im all ready and excited and happy.
Haha.Tomorrow's another and it will be a better day definately(:

2005-12-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

SEVENEIGHTNINE(:

YEAH! ITS COMING ITS COMING!

Everything is about HENGHENG nd stupid heitung.

Went ikea for breakfast with another star.

Had a great laugh there.

Went looking for HENGHENG.

Finally off you go chinese.Man-Zu-Gan now ok.

While doing chinese work,we came out with some sentence.

1.Zhe yang,shuang fang dou kai xin.

Wo kai xin,ni kai xin,da jia dou kai xin YEAH!(:

2.Hao pang you,yi qi zou,shou la shou,da jia kai kai xin xin yi qi zou.

Do your work ar.I take cane out then you know ar.

I need OWL coffee today.Mao tou Ying.Darn tired.

Slept at 6a.m. nd wake up at 7a.m. equals to no sleep.

Ok.Im going to be drop dead now.BYE.

SIXSEVENEIGHTNINE

Went out with ah ma.

Guess she just prefer me bringing her around.

Haha.ALRIGHT(:

YEAH! ITS COMING!!

2005-12-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

FIVESIXSEVENEIGHTNINE.
Sheep counting and counting fourfivesixseveneightnine is easy.
But counting down the days are really terrible.
For these days,two songs accompanied me.
It just kept repeating and repeating in my mind and on my phone.
Did a little work today.
For the first time of the hoildays i've touch my works.
Went shooting with Pat today in school.
My 3points shots and the shootings have improved(:
Guess it still needs more practices to be real good.
ALRIGHT(:
Snoopy Sally the Cheekopek..):

2005-12-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

Four Five Six Seven Eight Nine.
No more playing,no more sheep counting,
no more helloing,hello hellololo i am joyce low.
Four:My calendar says something.
Wrong smiley today ):
Sorry cant help it la.
But maybe still have a little of the correct smiley la (:
MUST FINISH ALL THE HOMEWORKS HOR..
ALRIGHT(:

2005-11-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Ok.For the pass few days i've been doing this:
24thNovember:Work.Made new friends.loner.Made my very first deals.
Had lunch alone.For the very first time i ate all alone.Had a good day.
25thNovember:Work.Had lunch together with louisa willie debbie.
Many toilet breaks.Sold two laptops.Happy happy.
Dnt like that la..Talk to me?Great day (:
26thNovember:Work.You are late.Had lunch together again.Toilet breaks are being cut down.Sold two again.Not bad.Didnt hit my expectations.Rather disappointed.Felt closer to those new friends.Left early for class gathering.Had a fun time.Found another side of Miss shen.Realized that shes as childish as us.Her mashmallows..SUPER DUPER NICE.Did naughty things.Dnt ask.Miss my class dearly..Greatgreat day(:
27thNovember:Late again.While waiting,i've learnt the mrt announcements.Work.Run and run.Lost my tag.Abit pek chek ah.Bad day.Who say last day all the customer will be back?Didnt sell any.Slack.Jiat juah with Peter.Willie was down.Some people snatched my customer away can!Wahlau!Pek chek.SIANJIPUAHs after that.Then went to take all the free gift and tatoos with peter.Haha.Fun time.Found new place for food.Hope the day would be longer actually.Hope for more working days.More money and...Had a great time with everyone.Im happy with the people i've know.And im glad im actually under that company.Great pays great people.Unlike the other company.ALL nerds.Wholeday snatch our customers.Idiots nerds.Nevermind i've taken my revenge though.Try to snatch my customers,never die before ah.I said this to them when they tried to steal my customer away:Sorry im serving this customer,cant you see?Haha.Shiok leh.Zai can.Exchanged numbers.Hope to keep in touch la.A very nice great day:)

Peter says:Gay means happy aka cheerful.Colorful also.His front color pink what.Not gay what.

Felt pek chek tu lan bui song dnt like it unhappy thats all.Just mostly dnt like it la.But im ok though.I rather you tell me than dnt tell.
Thanks for being truthful.And dnt put wrong smilie again.Msn?Haiy...Good night:)

2005-11-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

i played with myself.
it is so fun.
i like talking to myself.
i'm too lazy to blog.
i ate roti prata for breakfast.

whoa, notice it all starts with i?
haha, dots.

hi brudder (:

2005-11-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

Ok:D Lets continue with the earlier part.
Haha.Yupp.Before we went to Yin's house,
We had our training in the morning.
It was counted as rather slack.
We ran ten rounds,did some footworks,
and played game all the way.
After training,Prema,Pat and i went to Queensway.
While Yin,Camille nd Penny went to toa payoh to cut their hair.
Yin and Camille did,nd Penny was just accompanying them.
ALRIGHT :D
yupp went to eat spoon laksa at queensway,
and we somehow got offended by the aunty there.
She say we were irritating in chinese(Ni men hen fan leh)
WA! I feel like saying her back then.
It was funny while Prema nd i were figuring out,
what to say to her when we're leaving.
We ate alot today.I guess we were too hungry.
Eat the laksa not enough,then eat curry chicken.
Hahaha.Had fun there making jokes about the aunty.
Then after we ate,we went looking for our basketball things.
These are the things we wanted to get among the team:
-FBT Jerseys,NIKE Basketball Shoes,Team jacket,Team t-shirt,Team Bag.
Not alot what.But well,its rather cool if you think about it.
We went around,looking for the best prices.
Taking down all the prices,and model.
Its all good nd cheap.
Well,have to discuss it with the team on monday,
and will get it as soon as possible.
We all love the shoe that we saw.
Pat,i spotted the shoe too ok.We saw it at the same time.
Just that you took it,before i did.Hahaha=D
ALRIGHT=D
Then went to Yin's house,got my hair trimmed nicely by Pat,
and we opened the shop called the'Pat lianbeng ahpek model salon.'
Hahaha=D It was super funny nd fun.
Penny nd Yin were the hair dyer.
Lets do it some other day again=D
ALRIGHT:D this is a super long post.
And neh will love it right.Haha.ALRIGHT.Bye.

2005-11-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

Im stylo milo now man!
I just went to pat lianbeng ahpek model salon!
and im a freaking beng
the lian is prema and the beng is camille
Pat the hair-dresser(:
the ahpek is....me!..
Penny nd Yin,they are the hair dying people.
hahhaahhah...so fun!!

2005-11-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

Haha=D ALRIGHT.
Why cant i say ALRIGHT?
I like leh how bel?Too bad.
Haha.I didnt post that previous post.
Someone lame did it.But thanks anyway..(:

ALRIGHT BEL.
No.YOu are the wrong one.
I know better or you?
So dnt talk so much ah.
I will know if she does.
I want to go your house again!
It FUN!Wheelchair!Weee..Haha.
I can go orchard nd be a handicapped too.
Haha.Go bluff nd take money.
ALRIGHT.See you again bel.

Ok.The team bought me a swatch,
It was great.Thanks people.
Alex,Chloe and Cheryl gave me some things.
Alex:A photo frame.
Chloe:Spongebob balloon.
Cheryl:Nike bottle.
Thanks alot.Love it.

Ok.I shall blog again next time round.bye(:

2005-11-17T14:23:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT.
I ONLY SAY SAY ONLY LEH.
I DONT KNOW.
I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO TYPE.
YOU DONT ANYHOW TYPE AH.
WHAT DID YOU SAY?
I SHALL NOT SAY ANYTHING.
VERY HOT.
HURRY UP
KUAI DIAN LA.
ALRIGHT.
ALRIGHT.
HURRY UP.
HURRY UP.
WAH
SHIOK AH.
SHIOK MAN.
ENOUGH?
WHAT CRAP YOU WRITE?
ALRIGHT.

YO. FIFI!
MY BRUDDER. (:
WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO MAN!
HAVEN'T BEEN TALKING TO YOU.

THAT'S IT.

2005-11-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

:D Today's is a great day.
Went dad's shop to work for extra cash.
Rather boring nd normal.

And and..Some people came when i was closing the shop.
They make my day:D!
Out of the sudden,
Dawn,Diane and Jess,
came out of nowhere nd brought a birhday cake nd a sunflower.
with candles nd sparklers on,
singing a birthday song to me:D
I was rather touch.It was funny too.
Rather malu also ah.Not shy what.Haha.

But i still love it.
I can say that it was the best surprise ever,
because i was really shocked.
Didnt expect this will happen.
Oh oh..They make a birthday song for me.
It really funny nd touching.Haha.I had a great laugh at it=D
Here it goes..

Diane sing:
YOu make me smile,whenever im sad.
Force me to do sit-ups,when i feel fat.
O i should be so lucky being friends with you.
I'd take your dog straight to the vet,
even though that silly thing once bit me so bad.
O should be so lucky being friends with me.
Dawn sing:
I'll scratch you,slap you,
kiss you if you dont know that i love you.
I'll let you win mahjong,
and even let you say that you hate this song.

So happy happy birthday to a special friend,
We know its yesterday,but today also can..
O you should be so lucky being friend with us.

Haha.Thank you:D
I love it alot.
This shows that even my birthday is over,
it doesnt mean that over is over.
(unlike someone who refuse to sing me a song even its over)
Yes.Book me someday.I promised to go out right.wink :D Haha.

More nd more people liking my blog song. People who have,
But im sorry,i cant send anymore. please dnt send it too.
Please be understanding..Thank you.thank you.

2005-11-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today is my big day.

It's my BIRTHDAY!12NOVEMBER!Haha.

One year older.Feel so old.

But its good.Can do many things.
Like making I-C?Haha.Having an IC is cool..Haha.

Thank you everyone for wishing me.You kept

Thanks alot.I appreciate it :D running in my mind.
Today I met heitung and had lunch together.
Followed by Sylvia,Neh and Pat.

Later on we went to town.
They played DDR,after that we head to East Coast.

You always missed out the funs.Eg.Pat's Party.
When we reached East Coast,its already 4plus near5.

We cycled for 2hrs.Its rather tiring.But we had fun.

When we are cycling,many things happened.It

Firstly,my bike suddenly go crazy nd cant move.

But after some fixing,its fine again.would be best
Then,heitung fell down when picking up my calls.
Next,is neh who almost bang into pat, if you're around.

nd ended up crashing into,

a pudder of mud water and trees.
Hahaha.The senario is damn damn funny.

Well well.

We all had a great laugh at it.
Then next is Sylvia.She stopped nd banged her head.
She got a rather deep cut,

on her right-side of her forehead.
Haha.Only me nd Pat the pros who are the ones alright.
Its a rather fun day:D

Went to esplanade for dinner.Yum Yum.Haha.=P
Thats the end of my day.Bye.

Im booked on Monday.See you people soon.Haha=D

2005-11-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today was a sad sad nd SAD day.
Got back report book today.
Theres good news nd bad news.
Good news is most of the people passed nd move on.
And the bad news is some people are going to retain.

Gonna miss you people to the max.
Especially C*****,Im gonna miss you.
Yes i will be a true friend,still being nd always be.
I will support you and hold you through thick nd thin.
You can lean on me or rest on my back if you are tired.
I will piggy back you,for that short time,
until you are ready to move on again.

Havent cried for so long.
And i cried today for you.
You better be honoured C*****.
I dnt know why.But i wasnt strong.
I guess all the memories of us,just flashed back,
and next year,it wont be the same as this year anymore.

I will always remember what Miss Shen had said.
Yes.Things change.Everything change.People change.Friendship change.
But we just have to accept the fact because we cant change things.
We have to learnt to accept it,because its our own wrong doing.
I guess we just doesnt have a choice,
but hopping things might not be harmful.
I hope to be in the same class with you next year.
Sitting beside me,joking around,laughing all day together,
but will it happen again?I just have to hope for it.

C*****:Hey.Study hard next year.We might not be in the same class anymore.
But that doesnt mean that im not gonna be your friend anymore.We will have each other time-tables,nd hopping that we will have recess at the same time.
Start a fresh.I will help you with what i could.You can bite me again if you want.
Lazy to walk?I will piggy back you,nd bring you around.Im already missing you.
The times we had with everyone.I guess the class would be lack of laughters the next year.One joker,makes a great difference.Love you lots.=B =B your rabbit.

2005-11-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

Im missing you.

Stop running!

2005-11-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

By Cheryl:
faces looked down on me
when i know i can
when im defying gravity somehow
and i called out
no one ever saved me
im sorry i didnt on my torch while walking
and i fell
but do try to catch me
instead of blaming me,love
or maybe at least
bottle my tears up for me
maybe it would be the best gift
the best gift im getting..
from you ..

2005-11-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Cheryl make me feel really sad
when she tagged this: c'mon girl.it aint the end till i say it is.
Not saddening what.Our world is going to crash soon.
So the end of everything should be soon.
I learnt something from her too"why should u care bout others..when others give no shit to u.

Miss Shen called my mum today,wanting to see my mum tmr.
But im thinking positively.Because i did all i could.
So i have no regrets.No more 'IF i had this nd that'.
Even if anything gonna happen,i still wont regret nd cry.
We shall think positively nd not worrying nd thinking madly now.
I mean its no point la.For what i mean.
Ok.Nothing to say anymore.
Its a happy day because of YOU nd a tiring day.
Haunting for jobs.More interviews.

2005-11-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

My conversation with Cheryl today.
She's super funny.Make me laugh like some idiot.
I guess shes the only person who i can really relate to.
Here it goes...Only some parts.The rest are all craps.Yes crabmeat.

First part-
Cheryl:then when the lady ask me how old am i..
Cheryl:I say 15.
Lady:then she was like huh?u are 15? dont look like.You look mature.
Cheryl:walau..Say i chao lao.kb
Second part-
Cheryl:Pissed with some guy.
Cheryl:then i msg him..I say..
Cheryl:hey im sorry if i have offendd u somehow by askin u ques bout the workin thingy
Cheryl:but if u wana be a wussy.then go ahead..damn it motherfucker
Cheryl:no he come and tell me say..oh sorry..i was being sucha jerk.
Cheryl:omg.JOLO.walauu
Me:Yes?
Cheryl:im suppose to be the gentle cheryl
Cheryl:then now..u make me like some chao ah lian

Hahaha.Isnt it funny.She made my day man.I must say that.Hahahah.
I realized that cheryl do make sense sometimes.
This is what she said when i complained something about the work.
She said this: mai hiam bui pai la,ai hiam zui si kana sai.
Hahaha.Yes yes i agreed to it.
So we should always remember this:Mai hiam bui pai,ai hiam zui si kana sai.

2005-11-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Everything will turn out fine and the same,
if all of you had putted in that little effort that is needed to save yourself from all this troubles.
Why didnt all of you been woken up by all those failures?Why?
You people have caused many people in missing all of you.
It wont be the same anymore,isnt it sad.
I am sad about it.
The rest nd i have tried to hold on to all of you.
But i guess the choice of yours have seem to be stronger than us.
Thats why it ended up like this.We have Never given up on you people.
Why did all of you even gave up on yourself even before we do.
I have nothing to say anymore.
Just hopping that one fine day,you will realized nd strive hard.
My hope of seeing you people for the next few years have been dashed.
Goodbye my friends.I just want to say that'you've been a great friend to me.'
ThreeEight has always been my sunshine everyday.Rain or shine.
See you people soon on the twelve.Its our last gatherings...

2005-11-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

Correct version.

All these precious moments, With you by my side

Must be a gift from heaven, That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you, I'm thankful that I have

Now that I have a love so true,

To hold, to keep, to share

*In my heart I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I'll always be with you until the very end

In this world there is no place I'd rather be

You are my life, my soul, my girl

And through it all

I know that you're come to see that

you're the one till the end.

All my friends around me,

Say you'd be gone too soon

Baby I'm gonna make them see

We've found our way back home (repeat*)

We'll always be till the end

2005-11-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

All these precious moment,

with you by my side,

must be a gift from heaven,

that's holding me all night.

I dont know how i've found you,

I'm thankful that i had,

And that i had the love so true,

To hold,to keep,to share.

All my friends around me,

Say you'll be gone too soon,

And they're gonna make from seeing,

We've found our way back home.

In my heart,

I can no longer hold inside,

All of the love i used to hide,

I'll always be with you,until the very end.

In this world,

There is no place that i never been,

You are my life,my soul,my girl,

In through the all,

I know you come to see,

That you are the one,

Till the end.

We'll always be,

Till the end.

2005-10-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

Theres just too much to say.

I dnt know what to say either.

My guessing were right,that had prepared me.

Its nobody's fault.

It just that things had to be work out like this.

Its for the best of the best.

Dont worry nd dont feel sorry for me.

As you had already done your part.

If its true that you had cried for me,

I will rather not met you,

So that you will not cry at this moment.

Maybe it will be better for you.

I will do anything just to make you happy,

because when you're happy,I am too.

It may sound silly.But its true.

The captain of the titanic cried.

Because i've withnessed it.

the time flies by,

with the sound of your voice.

its close to paradise,

with the end surely near.

and, i want to speak these words

but i guessi'll just bite my tongue,

and accept "someday, somehow"as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... don't want to speak these words.

cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

why does tonite, have to end?

why don't we hit restart,

and pause it at our favorite parts.

we'll skip the goodbyes.

if i had it my way,

i'd turn around and runaway,just you and i.

and i... don't want to speak these words.

cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

2005-10-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

I had lots of fun nd nevertheless,

ALL the laughs nd funny things that happened today.

THE HEADSTART IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!

It irritates me WHOLEDAY ND EVERYDAY!

Too many things had happened today.

Most of them are the funny one that makes me laugh non-stop.

The bee,hello,brudder,cheryl,chloe,the snail,window tic-tac-toe,

the playing of the invisible games(volley ball,soccer,base ball)

Mrs kow saw us playing it at the parade ground.

And brudder nd i malu-ed ourselves.

I LOVE MY CLASS.It always send me a smile onto my face.

No matter rain or shine.

We are actually a bunch of SUPER DUPER naughty people.

This is what happened during Snail's lesson today.

He got rather mad at our group though.Haha.

But who cares.We had fun.

The snail is out,he is tall and blurred like cock.(cock also not so blur)

Chloe:Teacher!She bullying us.Send her out of the class.

What!Dnt you think it rhymes?

Cheryl:When it chimes?Hahaha.(Cheryl stupid laughters)

The snail:Cheryl,get out now.

Cheryl said:What!Im not the only one making noises lor.

Everyones talking you cant just pick only me nd this shows that you are bias.

The snail:Cheryl nd louisa,stand up nd move to the side.

Cheryl nd louisa standing on top of the wire box thing.

At the window there.They were playing tic-tac-toe using the window.

And we've made a song out of it.

The snail(stand by me)created by us.

Cheryl nd louisa played tic-tac-toe,

So fun!..So fun!..Use the window,Use the window.

She answered back the snail called Mr Goh.

He's a pig,has no dick nd so sick.

We are so,not afraid.

He's face looks like a plate.

Oh shut up,he said,said again.

Chorus:Oh bastard,bastard stay away.

Ohhh..stay away.

Cause seeing your face is so suay.

So go blah,nd ta ta.

And teh,teh teh.

We go pui,nd pui pui,

pui pui pui...

So bitchy bitchy me,

HATES YOU.

Ohhh..I HATE YOU.

Cause you have...no dick,

And FUCK YOU.

LaLaLa.LaLaLa.

2005-10-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

FARM TOUR WITH THE ELDERLY=D

Went to the fish farm nd farmart today with the elderly,

leaving at the meiling's street.

They are SO SO cute!

Haha.This are only some of the elderly.

Most of them 'ZOOM' home already la.

Happily with their presents nd fish.

Haha.We are gonna visit them soon..

They live alone,in a 1room flat.

So poor thing seh.

Miss our handsome handsome uncle.

Haha.Today is a happy happy day.

Im proud of myself,

as i did RATHER well for my results.

I can say that i improved.

And that takes much of my effort plus hardwork.

Ok got to go.GOGOGO...ZOOM...

2005-10-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in our lives,

we all have pain,we all have sorrows.

But,if we are wise,

we know that there's,always tomorrow.

Lean on me,when you're not strong,

and I'll be your friend,I'll help you carry on.

For,it won't be long,till Im gonna need,

somebody to lean on.

Please, swallow your pride,

if I have things,you need to borrow.

For no one can feel,those of your needs,

that you wont let show.

You just call on me,when you need a hand,

we all need somebody to lean on.

I just might have a problem that you'll understand,

we all need some body to lean on.

If, there is a load,that you have to bear,

that you can't carry,Im right up the road,

I'll share your load,if you just call me.

2005-09-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

I dnt know why,
But i have been feeling blue the whole day.
Im crying inside,Im bleeding inside,
but i looked fine at the outside.
Despondent would be the word to decribe it.
I guess holding the fort alone,
it is really difficult and heavy.
Please give me some hope,
as im afraid that,i cant hold on any longer.
But i know that desperation begets hope.
So please stop running nd slow down for me.
I am really tired,
and please let me catch some breathe,
before im out of it.

2005-09-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

Studying in process...
So dnt pai si nd come nd ka jiao me ok.

HEADACHE AH!
Im having a MAJOR HEADACHE nowadays.
Its always on off on off.
I guess i was just too stressed up.
But im running after every minute,every second,
everyday that i have left with now,to cheong with all my work.
If i dnt cheong nd run now,I will just ended up dying.
So dnt come nd pai si nd ka jiao me ok.
Can anyone spare me some time?
Time is the most precious thing that i needed most now.
Im at the edge of danger.Any moment,i would just fall.
So if i dnt work hard nd pull my socks to the end,
I would fall nd i would never get up.
So please just let me study,nd stop asking me to rest.
I have no time.Sleeping is a waste of time,eating is a waste of time.
Studying all i could,is what i need now.
Studying.Study.Byebye.

2005-09-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today was a FUN FUN Nd FUNNY FUNNY Day! =D

I had been laughing to tears the whole day.

Everyone is so funny today can.HAHAHA=D

ALEX!JIMIN!Hahah.

Please stop doing the J O Y C E.JOYCE!!

HAHAHAH..It was darn funny.HAHAHA..

Had ALOT of scoldings today again.Mrs Khoo,Miss Kang nd Mrs Tan.

She scolded Cheryl nd i for nothing.Haha.Bang herself only.Abit siao ok.

Today we make lau shi angry nd sad.

Yet she was sick too,nd needs water,but she doesnt have.

I wasnt the one who make alot of noise,i swear.

I was like day-dreaming while the others make noise.

After scolding nd confiscating a few people things that they were doing,

nd some quarrelling too,she packed her things nd walk out of class.

She was sort of tearing.

We felt bad after awhile,

So Panida nd i,ran to the canteen

nd bought a bottle of mineral water for her.

When we saw lau shi,

we said:lau shi ni bu yao ku le.Wo men gei ni he shui.

(lau shi please dnt cry,drink some water?Nah.)

Haha.I think she was touched la.Haha.

Recently,i've been studying like crazy.

Dnt think i will post much.

Study.Mugging.Lets work hard.

1st in class,here i come.Im an Astar student.

To you:Thank You.I appreciate it.Same for you=)

2005-09-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

I am super duper tired nowadays.
I can feel that i might just collasped anytime anywhere.
I've been not sleeping enough this past few days.
The most i sleep is only for 4hours of sleep,
the rest is either i dnt sleep the whole day or 2-3hours thats all.
I must mug up all my work you see.Haiy..Tired tired.=(
Nd my eye bags are getting deeper nd deeper :(
I couldnt take it during Mrs Shum's stupid lessons today.
I also dnt know what she was doing,some dumb thing that was so stupid
that i couldnt take it nd decided to use my precious time to sleep.
Since im her A star* student,
she actually allowed me to sleep under her nose.
Because i sit infront la.Haha=D
When her lesson ended,brudder shouted nd called me for eleven times.
Yes she stupid banana piece of shit,she actually counted.
I shall GO GO study now.Im stressed.Im tired.But who cares.
Ok byebye no waves.Too tired la.Study hard people.
Especially people like brudder.Haha=D MUG MUG.

2005-09-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

Ok since DEBBIE TAN PEI YI asked me to update i shall update.
Happy now?I've been busy nd tired this week.
Furthermore,I had not been sleeping for two days.
As i stayed up to do my mountains of work,nd now im left with Chinese nd Art work.
Im not gonna sleep tonight too.But i slept for 4hours same for both days.
I guess it would be same for tonight.
I find myself concentrating more during the nights.
As it was really quiet nd no one disturbing me.
I am suppose to wake up at 12 today,then neh woke me up at 11:35.How great.Haha=D
Im crippled now.As i pulled my left leg muscles on Friday's training.So im Lame.
Btw..someone said this:TAKE MY NAME AWAY! I knw its very nice.No need to publicise.Thank you.
Right Debbie?HAHAHA=D Im tired!But i cant rest.I must cherish the time i had now.
I have wasted enough time.Time is precious,I promise i will sleep well on Sunday night.

Time has passed,
And nothing has really changed.

The world is still a scary place,
that makes me cower in the darkness.
I still bear unshed tears,
for the feelings that I do not possess,
In my heart nor in my mind.

All I have ever known
Has been distrust, fear, anger
And disappointment.

I know deep down there are feelings of care.
Love and concern;
I know that deep down
There is a part of me that trusts,
And wants to be loved.

But for today,
I'll hide in my little shell,
Disappear into tomorrow,
Or maybe even yesterday.
All I have to do is just forget.

I cannot decide
Whether I should continue on alone
Or find someone who will stay by my side.

I cannot decide
Whether I should let my feelings occur
Or proceed as I always have,
And bury them deep in my heart.

I feel loss more keenly
Than most in the world,
And on an everyday basis
Expect it to occur.

Peace of mind
Is not something that I possess
And fear of loss,
Fear of betrayal,
Keeps me from letting anyone get close.

I cannot decide
Whether I should let myself trust again,
Or continue on alone.

Time changes everything,
And we weren't immune
To the changes that time wrought
In our relationship.

2005-09-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

I've seen the hurt of promises broken,
I've heard the lies better left unspoken.
I've seen dreams brought down,
I've heard a broken heart hit the ground.
I've lived fairytales that didn't come true,
I've heard thunder in a sky of blue.
I've seen rainbows with no end,
I've felt the distance time couldn't mend.
I've seen friendships torn apart,
I've heard the breaking of my heart.

I can see you walking away from my life,
I can hear your steps...
I can feel all the wounds from this night,
They're still so fresh
I can see your eyes every time I close mine...
I'm sorry, I just can't let go
I try so hard to leave everything aside
But then I remember when
I watched you go I can feel you.
Even though you're so far away...
I can feel that I wanted you to stay
I can feel the pain,
and the sound of your name...
I can feel missing you
And I can't heal it
I miss you... and I just feel it

I just realized that you reply every single person but not me. How sad=(

2005-09-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

Bettina nd My sister Candice=D

My work friends plus my sister nd the actor who wants us to work for him as promoters for his business.=D

2005-09-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hello this is our latest model,its called the NintendoDS.

Its called the NintendoDS because its doubled screened.

Ok.This is the top screen nd this is the touch screen.

One good thing about this NintendoDs,

is that you can put your NintendoDs card here,

nd your Gameboy Advance card game here.

So its a 2in1 thing.

We are having our special promotion right now,

nd its $299 plus one FREE game with it.

There are various color too on the display.

We are also having our special bundles for the Gameboy AdvanceSP.

There are two bundles,

both comes with one free pouch nd one free game out of 5choices.

Haha=D Ok.I've been working for the WHOLE of two days standing up.

Nd i only eat once a day.Which is my only meals during lunch.

Nd the breaks are short ok.Must eat fast nd cant slack.

Haha.I've drank 3bottles of mineral water both days.

Cause talk alot what.My throat is feeling kind of sore right now.

Thanks to the stupid loud music of the creative booth.

We met many actors there too.Nd we took photos.

One of the actors we met,

asked for our numbers cause his settling out some business

nd needed promoters like us.Haha.We make friends with him.

Nd he said that he would contact us again.Wa.Like some friend like that.

This is what he said:Ok la.I will call you all again la.

Have you all leave your numbers?Yes ah.Ok bye.

Like friends like that you know.Haha.So COOL ok.Haha.His actually very nice.

Haha=D I've sold 3Gameboy AdvancesSp nd 1NintendoDs.

Its really hard to sell ok.

Nd almost all the customer would compare us with the Sony PsP.

Haiyo..But im still happy as i actually sold 1NintendoDS nd 3Sp.

Haha=D Ok.This post is rather long ar.

Its abt two days what.Ok.Rubbish.

I shall start mugging with my studies now.

No more work now,i shall concentrate on my studies now.Byebye=D

2005-09-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

The Shrek family=D Nice nice.

2005-09-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody and welcome to the Shrek in the swamp karaoke dance party.

Im going to take things down a little bit,with one of my personal favourites.

Dont go changing,to try nd please me,you've never let me down before.Hmmm..

I've made it through the wilderness,you know i've made it through..

Didnt know how lost i was until i found you.

Yeah!I like big butts nd i cannot lie.

You other brothers cant deny.

Nd when the girl walks in with an itty bitty waist..Nd rub it in your face you cant.

Feeling..

It fun to stay at the Y M C A,Its fun to stay at the Y M C A.Hahaha.

Do you really want to hurt me?Ouch.Do you really want to make me cry?

Ah ah ah AH!Stay in the light.Stay in the light.Hohohoho.

Who let the dogs out?Who who who who..Who let the dogs out?Who who who who..

So get up.Nd dance to the music.Ton ton ton Ton ton ton..

Come on everyone.Dance to the music.Dance to the music.

All we need is a drumer.For people who only need a beat yea..

Im going at the bottom.So that the dancer just wont hide.

Yo i like to hear my organ.I say the rock sound alright.

I can see me loving nobody but you,for all my life..

Dance to the music.Dance to the music.Dance to the the music.Dance to the music..

Hey pinochio you want to watch that nose?HAHAHA=D

NICE NICE NICE!=D Its all

2005-09-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day..

2005-08-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sylvia,me n neh.
I think this picture is very nice.Isnt it?

Neh,Sylvia n i=D

Me with sore eyes n neh=D

heitung extra la. Spoil the picture only.
Its should be everybody doing double ok=D

2005-08-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

Happiness is my puppy wagging her tail.
Happiness is a hug that cheers me up.
Happiness is laughing together with friends.
Happiness is warm,lazy weekends.
Happiness is twinkling-eyed little gran.
Happiness is time spent with people i love.

I know you know you've hurt me,
I know you know I've cried,
Although I've given all I could,
To keep you satisfied,
You know I know you're done with me,
You know I know we're through,
Nothing left to do now,
but forget about you,

Wake up hard from dreams about you,
Reach and feel I'm still without you,
Know that I could never doubt you,
Hard to see my life without you,
Late at night, drunk, alone,
Try to call you on the phone,
But will it matter?
Only in the worst case,
I never should have fallen for you in the first place and that's true love.
I walk home in the rain, Still too mad to feel the pain,
Nothing there but dark and rain,
And it's true love that is everything.

In life,love is never planned,nor does it happen for a reason. But when the love is real and sincere, it becomes your plan for life nd your reason for living.

Theres a message here.
But i doubt anyone would ever realized it.
I just wants to say that im really happy no matter what.
I totally respect your decision.As you wish..
I mean i am really satisfied with the time im having with you now.
Even though i dnt get any chances,but seeing you,laughing with you,joking around,going home together
nd sharing care nd concern for one another are all way enough for me to smile.
I really mean every single word i said,nd it all comes from my heart.
I would always say as you wish because its never a lie,as i mean it.
You are everything to me,because you are my circle in my life.One thing you can be sure of,I'll never ask for more than your love.

2005-08-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

Im having flu nd itchy eyes now.
All thanks to Neh Lim's blanket that she keep on flying it all around the room.
Nd her room is so dusty ok.
But at least its the 1st time i can finally get into one of the rooms.Haha=D
Im sleepy now.Ok.Byebye.Wavewave.=D
Its a HAPPY HAPPY day too.Haha=D
Everyday is a Happy Happy Day.=D

As you wish...=D

2005-08-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

Its a Happy Happy Day!=D
With me around that makes everything even more perfect.
Cause im a GOOD GOOD friend nd that is for sure.=D

Today was a fine day,no trouble,no nothing.
I was happy the whole day.Rather hyper too i guess.Haha=D
But when it comes to Chapel,I was super hyper nd happy.
I was singing loudly with brudder nd i was laughing non-stop too.
But that Yahui must spoilt everything la.
After singing nd all,She actually said the girl infront of Cheryl which is me!
Haiyo..Its like what did i do man.I was just being Enthusiastic.
Nd she told Miss Kang.Miss Kang came to look for me.
Nd i said it straight to Miss Kang that my gang nd i was just being Enthusiastic.
Nd she has nothing to say about it.
Accept saying that she will see our behaviour the next time.Haha=D

But everything was fine later on cause i dnt really care abt it.
Cause i did nothing wrong.
Anyway..something terrible i've heard during training.
Someone actually sa-bo Jess nd i.
Haiy..Dnt talk abt it man.Its like we trusted her so much la.Disappointed man.

Anyway..Coach was so HAPPY today!Like me!Haha.
First to time leh.It dnt always happen.Haha=D
I hope every training her mood will always stay like this.HAPPY!Haha=D
Ok.Thats all for the day.Byebye.Wavewave.
Always stay happy like me no matter what happens.

2005-08-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

AH MA JUI XI HUAN WO.
Im talking to Neh now=D
Ok.Byebye.Wavewave.
Having training tmr.Nd coach is going to scream nd shout at me the whole of the training tmr.
I hate training now a days.
Cause its super stressful,
nd we run throughtout the whole of the training without stopping sometimes.
Ok.Thats all byebye.Theres nothing to blog abt anymore.Bye=D

2005-08-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

AH MA AI WO. AH MA XI HWAN WO. AH MA JUI Xi HWAN WO LE.

Haha=D Today was funfunFUN!
Played aeroplanes with Sylvia today.
With our dear Sunny.Haha=D
Sunny is SO SO irritating ok.Keep on disturbing me.Haha=D Right Sylvia?
I want to fly aeroplanes again!
Its FunFunFUN!
It reminds me of my childhood.Haha=D
Lets play with Sunny again.Haha.

Xiao fei ji.Xiao fei ji.Fei dao tian shang qu.Haha=D
Lets Fei wo men de fei ji!Haha=D

I love Sunny nd Mandy!
Mandy is now with me.
Nd WHOLE day play hide-n-seek ok.
Haha.Sunny cant find me.Mandy too.
Cause im under one roof!HAHAHA=D=D=D
Nd sunny is damn HOT man.Nd Mandy is gorgeous.Hahaha=D

Today is a HAPPY HAPPY day =D
Nd a GOOD GOOD friend like me make the day even better.
HAHA=D I just love today so much.Yeah!HAPPY HAPPY DAY=D

2005-08-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah!I can go to school tomorrow!=D=D
I have been Bored Stiff for two days.
So im finally going back to school.=DHappy happy.
Brudder wont be coming.So i guess i will have no one to talk to liao.
Haiyo..But at least im going back to school hee=D

Ok now my mum has sore eyes too.
Its all my younger sister fault,not me this time.
HAha.Take care la.Nd get well soon.
Byebye.Wavewave.

2005-08-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

Great! I just vomited so much!
Nd im running a fever.
Nd the bloody eye drop thing that the doctor gave,
went into my throat!
I dnt know how it ended up in my throat.
Jess says that the eye nd throat somehow are connected.
So i guess thats how it ended up there.
Nd now it is stuck in my throat!
It caused me to vomit more ok.
I vomited everything i ate.
Haiy..Im feeling so terrible!
Can someone help me out of this Hell!
Oh thats silly.Im dying man.
God Bless Me ar.='(
Sorry ar..Not acting Holy Moly Like someone elses.
Ok.Byebye.No wave.Im dying.Bye.

2005-08-22T15:34:00.000+08:00

Ahahaha..My black part of my eye is turning grey!
Its So cool right.Haha=D
Nd my white part is just red as usual.
Haha.Nd im like cyclops now.
HAha.Grey eyes.SO fun!=D

2005-08-22T15:07:00.000+08:00

Haiy..Im so hurt.
How can they chase brudder n i home like this.
Its like as if we have Sars like that.
But i know we should be considerate.
But the way they treat us is really hurtful ok.

This morning was funny.
Because brudder n i sat behind during assembly.
Then Miss Shen came beside us,nd ask why are our eyes red.
Brudder told Miss Shen that she slept late thats why eyes red.
Then i said that i yawhed nd also banged the wall.
Haha=D But we still ended up being chased away.

When i 1st step into class,Sandra Shouted n starting saying that the sore eyes people are here.
Its like huh?Then she started chasing us home.
Everyone was avoiding us.
Nd running away from us.
Nd now i've got two days Mc.
Happy Now?
I guess Jess,Camille n i or whoever will go out tmr.
Nd all of you shall be jealous.Haha=D

I went home after seeing a doctor,
nd the bus trip was super long ok.
43bus stops.I counted.Haha.Brudder still want to complete?Haha=D
I feel so unwanted now.=(
Anyway please take care of yourself people.
Nd its not fun having it ok.Its not normal sore eye.
Its an virus infection!So dnt play play ar.

ANyway im so sorry for brudder nd my younger sister who was affected by me.
Im so sorry brudder,who cant perform on Sunday at Sentosa.
Nd my younger sister who is suffering now.
Haiy..Feel so guilty.The rest i dnt know whether its me ar.
So yar.Stop rubbing your eyes Tricia(my younger sister).
Her eyes are like swollen nd worse then me.
Haiy...FEEL SO BAD!!=(
Ok.I shall go rest now.Byebye.Wavewave.
Sorry tricia n brudder.Sorry=(

2005-08-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

Ahhh..Pain Pain PAIN!
So now both my eyes are affected.
Its like contracting nd expanding.
Haha.I know it sounds weird,but its true.
Its a very terrible feeling to have sore eye.
So everyone please take care nd be careful.
Perhaps just stay far away from me.Haha=D

Today i stayed home because of my stupid sore eye.
But i was BORED at home nd i was like dying.
So i decided to go out.
I know i shouldnt,but who cares la.
I went out only the late evening because i din want to meet the rest,so they wont get it.
I only met them when we are going to watch the maid.

Neh was so funny!
Haha.She was super jidong throughout the whole movie.
The best thing is she screamed right into my ear.
Nd she squeezed my hand so hard when she cling onto me,when the ghost comes out.
Haha.It was funny la.
The funniest of all is she too jidong until she sprained her neck.Hahaha.
Her reaction was expected though.Haha.
Because the other time when we all was watching shutter at her house,she kicked my head.
Haha.Thats how jidong she can be.
I enjoyed my day today,although i was out like some weirdo with red eyes today=D

Nd i realized that its not sore eye that simple.
Its a virus infection!
No wonder it has pus n swollen for days.
Nd red like no bodys busy.Although i din rub it.
So everyone please take care nd stay far from me.Haha=D

2005-08-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

Today was fine=)
But later on during the day,my eye starts to hurt.
Nd i dnt know why,nd the worse has happened.

During the start of training,
when we were doing the first passing,
suddenly my vision went blured.
But i din want to touch my eye cause its dirted.

Then after finishing my first passing,I asked Eneida whether theres anything on my left eye,
Nd she somehow screamed nd said i had sore eye.
Everyone then start to walk far away from me,
nd immediately,all of them said ''JOLO GO HOME NOW!''
Haha=D Its funny though. Haha=D=D

I cant stand it!My eye is swelling,nd its has 'PUS' coming out!
So everybody should stay away from me,nd its a very terrible feeling to have it.
It hurts too,nd its painful.
Theres just too many people getting this stupid sore eye thing,
nd unfortunately im one of them.
Haiy..I caused brudder to have it,nd i feels guilty.
Im so sorry brudder,So sorry=(

The funniest thing is that brudder she has it on her right eye,
nd i has it on my left.Hahaha=D

I am alright.I am ok.I am fine.I am happy.=D

2005-08-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today was such a laughing day.
Cheryl,Alex,Jimin,Chloe,brudder n i,had so much of laughing today.
During lessons,everything nd its great to laugh n joke all day.Haha=D
I went to macs with Alex 1st then later on the rest joined us.
Especially after Cheryl nd Chloe joined us,we have been laughing non-stop.
Cheryl has imitated alot of people especially when it comes to Mrs Shum.
She definitely have observe more than other people,cause shes really good at it.
It had never failed to make everyone laugh to our stomach hurts.
I have a bunch of tenable friends around me.
I just wants to say thank you,as all of you are always there for me.
Thank you,nd i really appreciate all of you.

A great laugh that starts your day will never failed to makes you feel happy all day long.
Life is short nd we are always one day closer to death.
So go through life with a happy heart,even though you are not happy.=D

Forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds upon the heel that has crushed it.-Mark Twain

2005-08-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hello=D I Rock!

Todays weather is so darm hot ok.
And that coach ar..say im like a spider ok.
Just because i run fast nd everything.
Haha.But she somehow praised me today too.
Haha.But it was dumb la.
My sister said that im like a charcoal now.
Because of the stupid Hot sun la.

And i found a BOONKENG PARTNER TODAY!=D

HER NAME IS LOUISALIMWEISI..

She played with my phone,nd wrote something nd saved it.
Yes!I am blogging it to malu you to the max!
Haha.I told you already right.Haha=D

louisalim.
joyce ah,u stupid banana piece of shit!
Whole day come irritate me!
nd my huehhueh bag(meaning her ugly flowery bag for ah mas)rocks la!
Stop criticising it okay!LOUISALIM ROCKS:))))

Haha.Thats what she said.Flood my tag-board if you want!=P
Neh Ni Neh Ni Toot TOOt=D

*Attention!That someone ar!Im SO GONNA BOX HER! SHES GETTING ON MY NERVES! MY BLOOD IS BOILING. EVERYTIME I SEE HER WITH YOU MY BLOOD RISE!
ONE DAY I WILL JUST DIE OF HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AR.
NO!I WONT DIE SO FAST,I WONT GIVE UP!
YES IM JEALOUS.SO?I WILL BOX HER OK.
TRUST ME!
I ALMOST GONNA BOX HER TODAY.RIGHT BRUDDER?

JUST LET ME PUNCH THE WALL OR SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT BRUDDER
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............

It's Not Easy..(Five For Fighting)

2005-08-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that naive

I'm just out to find

The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane

More than some pretty face beside a train and

It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees

Find a way to lie

About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive

Even Heroes have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed

Even Heroes have the right to dream but

It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me

It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight

I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that naive

Men weren't meant to ride

With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet

Digging for kryptonite on this one way street

Only a man in a funny red sheet

Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

2005-08-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

hello. dont really know what to blog about so byebye.

2005-08-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

hello,
i suck man

Blogging..

2005-08-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

Stupid BeL!

So you must say where i stay n everything la!

Yes i love my mummy!Cannot iszit!Is there a problem with it?

And please la,BeL you dnt rock my world you know that?Haha.

Today is a fun day,although fearon got third,but at least everyone had fun right?

Its also SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY NOW!

Happy Birthday to YOU,

Happy Birthday to SINGAPORE,

Happy Birthday to YOU!

(Yeah..)

Its a fun and enjoyable day,but some Un-Fun people that dnt cares about anything,

like debbie tan and Lam heitung,

they just didnt seem to care anything about the celebration,

and they wore uniform to school,but as we were told to wear red n white.

Well i guess they were just some fun-less people

and some un-united SinGaPoReAns..

So is this interesting to read debbie tan?I've blogged..Happy?Haha=D

2005-08-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERBODY :DDD
I, BELNGWEIFEN, AM HERE TO TELL EVERYBODY THAT
JOYCE LOVES HER MUMMY!
RIGHT. HAHA.
AND SHE STAYS AT STMICHAELSROAD.
RIGHT? HAHAHAHA(:

SHES ON THE PHONE WITHA PIECE OF SHIT NOW.
AND THAT PIECE OF SHIT IS SITTING ON MY CHAIR,
IN MY HOUSE.
STINK MY HOUSE ONLY.
SAI PLS.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYBODY!!

JOYCE SUCKS LIKE ANYTHING PLS(:
GAGEBROWN ROCKS MORE ! HAHAHA.
BYEBYEBYEBYE(:

BEL ROCKS(:
i have to face the truth,
i will never be with you.

Pictures=D

2005-08-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

2005-08-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

candid shot
joyce extra!
brudder n lion.mr chan extra.
act expensive la!haha!

Weee

2005-08-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah!My computer is finally fixed!Haha..Stupid brudder malu me only!Its all candid shot okay!I din know!Haha..I look retarded!But its rather funny larx.Hahah..More retarded candid shot photos coming up by fifi!Hahah..Dnt laugh until you mop the floor ar.HAha..okay thats lame.Haha.My tag-board is spoilt!Ahhhh..Haiyo!How ar??Hmmm...Okay its 2plus now.Talking to brudder.Okay shes half asleep already.Haha.Okay i better go. Should sleep soon too.Brudder just said:We tomorrow got no school ar?No test tomorrow ar?Hahaha..

To you:I will still wait no matter what..

2005-07-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

retarded joyce.
candid shot by me!fifi!haha!
us four!at outside art room!=))
brudder wif her BIG STRIKING YELLOW plaster.
brudder n flagpole.wif our four artworks.

hello.

2005-07-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

ok.im not joyce ya!hee.firstly hie!yea.ok.brudder wants me to tell all of you out der dat her com is down and ya.got virus.so she cant blog n stuff.so ill be her maid des few days or months or watver la.yea.aniwae im fii.yea.k.dats all.she jus wants me tot el dis.if got anythign else,ill blog for her.so ya!bie!toodloos!

Today..

2005-07-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a fun day..Went out with the group,went bowling n later on back to town.Bowling was fun!Im actually better den Neh when i din played for years!Hahah..Must do the gei gei pose when u bowl den u will play well!Hahah..When we were in the bus goin to Marina to bowl,We had Fun in the bus n it was rather hilarious larx.Vanessa,Debbie n i were squashing into the sits,lyk 3 in 2sits.Haha..Den neh was using her book covering half her face,N i said"aunty ni hai hao mah?Ni shi bu shi you hu si kun nan"Hahha..Tat was really funny at tat time!Den we have to stop n walk cos of the NDP n the road was close.It was a long walk though.Den finally we reached Marina.We bowled n Pat scored the Highest among all.Haha..After tat neh n debbie went back n left with Lam bum bum,Pat,Camille,Sylvia n me...We walked around den Camille have to rush for tuition.Den i race with her to the Mrt den left with me,Sylvia,Pat n Lam bum bum.We went to Taka n walked around.We were walking around the food fair,N saw many weird food names tat were funny..Haha..Example some piah.Tat called Teo Chew Big La Piah!Its some biscuits larx.Hahah..Den immediately i thk of Lam heitung!Hahaha..Big biscuits for her cos she big size wad!So mean i noe..But its funny larx!Hahah..We had lots of fun though.N we laugh to tears.Hahah..Today is a fun fun day!

Misery...

2005-07-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

Ouch!My back hurts..Haha..the Chinese doctor crack my back.N its being wrapped up in those chinese herbs.It stinks k!Today someone brightened up my day,by giving me my favourite bread frm four leaves n a box of chocolate.Haha..Yum YUM!!I've got a card frm her too n it have a plaster on it!Cos she read my blog,n found out tat my heart PIANG PIANG PIANG!!Hahaha..The touching part in the card is tis"In my prayers everyday."So sweet rite!Haha..Den SYLVIA WONG!U dunno ure fren well larx.She doesnt likes purple!Haha..HAIYO!Den everything purple!Haiyo..tats why my front colour today is purple!Haha..My heart has broken into bits today anyway..N it went PIANG PIANG N PIANG!Haiy...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE!

Heartpain!!

2005-07-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

My heart piang piang PIANG ar!Haiy...
Look into your heart pretty baby,
Is it aching with some nameless need.
And I don't think I have ever seen a soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess who will be there?
So don't try to deny it pretty baby,
You've been down so long you can hardly see
When the engine's stalled and it won't stop raining
It's the right time to roll to me...
Painful heart..Sleepless night..Missing you...

I'll be waiting for you just you N only you!

2005-07-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

I'll be waiting here,right here,just for you nd Only you.
Ur a very special person... A very special person.... A person which I would love to call my only one...Someone who had always been so cheerful... Always having that sweet smile on its face...
To you, I may not be serious most of the times... I admit sometimes my actions and words may sound contradicting... But just wanna let you know, when with you alone... I had never tried to lie to you... No matter how bad things which may not potrait a very good image of me, I still feel I shouldn't lie to you and I don wan a relationship or friendship to be build on lies and not even a single bit of trust...When with you, my heart is at peace... Days when my handphone stopped beeping, my heart felt so lost and empty.. Keke.. perhaps at times I really missed you too much... I don have the courage to say it to you and even if here, if I don make it clear to you, perhaps you really make the right choice... I LOVE YOU and I really do... Its no point using words to tell you how much I love you... Use your heart to see it ba and you really would feel it.. Thats all I am asking for....

LiOn's BBQ PaRty Cmi..(cannot make it)!

2005-07-03T14:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we were having a BBQ party at Lion's place,n it sux larx!We only have fish cake,nuggets n hotdog to BBQ!No butter..No brush..We have nothing but uncooked food..So we have to borrow the brush n fan n everything frm the family which were having their BBQ beside us..They have all th BBQ food n we only have some Pathetic food lyk chicken wings tat her mum have already cooked,Drinks(not enough),No ice,No satay..Haiy..Shi Pai larx her..Nv plan properly still wan BBQ!HAiyo!Me n Pat were the hard working ppl cos we cooked the food fan the fire n everything..But after tat We change shif with Jess n Camille..So it wasnt tat bad for us..Hahaha..It was alright after we eat n when i got hmn,I was darm Hungry!Cos i din eat much!Haiy..Shi pai Shi pai..BBQ end up not full..Next time better make sure tat you've got food at hmn wating for u after Lion's party ar!Hahaha..

I dont know..

2005-06-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

i dont know,
if i am the one for you in this life,
i cant help,
hearing my voice calling your name,
cos when i,
trying so hard not to look in your eyes,
maybe i,
have fallen in love with you..

i cant so describe how im feeling deep inside,
so much more than i can say,
with ur touch it feels so right,
o my ur so near,
all the time in this place,
for you now in my heart,
i will never let you go,
in this life time.....
do you know why...
oh baby...
cos
you're just so beautiful to me....

well tonight,
baby the sound i can hear you breathe,
its alive,
to see you smile with those tears in your eyes,
they may say,
you're just a girl in this spinning world,
in my heart,
you're like a world to me...

i cant so describe how im feeling deep inside,
so much more than i can say,
with your touch it feels so right,
o my you're so near,
all the time in this place,
for you're now in my heart,
i will never let you go,
in this life time...
do you know why...
oh baby...
cos
you're just so beautiful to me.....

touch my hand...
feel my heart...
hold me close and you'll find me...
you'll find me...
cos you're beautiful..
to me....